“I’m living someone else’s fantasy. Cause this is NOT mine!”

Heath said that in the car yesterday on the way up. I thought he was joking at first, until I remembered that ya, this was my idea and he was nervous. He also told me that his dad made him promise to finally make a will, but what's changed is he actually considered making one…

If God wanted you up there, he would’ve miracled your ass up there!

So I think the best way to really give you an idea of how this came about is to start from the beginning. (those sound like the famous last words of someone who is about to bore the shit out of you. Oh well) Also, I think it's necessary to state, for the people who…